The name is Ain. A Full time daughter, bestfriend and DREAMER. A simple girl with Big Dreams.

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I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours. Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else. Always think of what you have then what you don't have.


Beautifully Imperfect
Saturday, December 18, 2010
I'm falling in love again and I feel that moment again. The moment where I got blissfully lost, panic and clueless. I like those moments but I'm so afraid that I lose the confidence. As I look his pictures my confidence beginning to lose. So far not love but infatuation. I want to fall in love but I'm not sure whether should I fall in love with HIM.
I want so much to fall in love. I think I have been saying 'i want to fall in love' for 4 times now. You see how much i want it. I want to grow with falling in love. I have been talking to him for quite a while now but its on pause now. It seems that he is a nice guy. A lot of people recommended him to me. Even Zah support me and recommended me to date him. While talking to him, I got this feelings that he is not looking for relationship. I'm willing to date but I'm not sure whether I could only afford to date.
Danny is right. If I really love HIM so much, I will have this urge of 'wanting him' and dating will be difficult. It will be difficult for only dating.
What should I do now? I can't deny that my eyes are searching for him in school hoping to see him and say HI. I'm still not sure my feelings for him. I feel really happy when I talk to him. Its like there's only the two of us in this world.Feel really, really blissful! Do you think that is LOVE? HE's the only guy that I'm being myself around with. I really feel comfortable talking to him and I'm beginning to be myself and open up about things. What does this means? I don't want another heartbreak. Its too much for me to happen. so, whats next?

5:18 PM

Monday, December 6, 2010
I think I shall update now. I'm busy with stuff and I can't update regularly. Sorry. NOw is December. 2 more weeks till school close.
Something happen just now in school during break. I really need to talk about it. I accidentally slash Yan Bo's finger and its deep. I feel so horrible than ever. Its not about the person but the casualties i caused and the consequence that I need to bear. It spoilt the group team work and waste everybody time waiting for YanBo to returned from first aid. Ain why are you so clumsy. So Sorry Yan Bo.

I hope I'll get my self back tomorrow.

8:55 PM

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