I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours.
Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else.
Always think of what you have then what you don't have.
Beautifully Imperfect
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Its been long since I've update. IN class right now. I feel tired and sleepy. Class finish at 12 and I have UT later at 4. staying in class and watching Sorority Row while surfing the net. I'm out of shows to watch. Yeah, I drove a car. For 5 km. I'm proud of myself. I feel lazy to update actually. tomorrow is the start of gamelan. Excited and .... I'n listening to Far east movement. They are f.rock! their genre are clubbing song. The song really give me the confidence. hahahha!
Sunday, November 14, 2010
I knew this would happen. I don't know why I keep avoiding him and distance myself from him. I know real hard that he wanted to talk to me. But why I keep hindering him? He brought a Eurasian girl with him. I don't know what to feel. I know the thing between me and him is something that our families start on. But There's feeling since young.. It has been 7 years now. I still have not talk to him. he keep giving me the sign he wanted to start a conversation with me. Everyone notice that to. But...
I thought I hold it well, but tears started to burst out. I'm tired of all this. I'm jinx in my love life. I wonder when this 'curse' gonna end. Don't I deserve any love at all? Too many times of this 'not-my-luck' love stories happened. What I can only say is,"You are just like the others, WALI you made me cry..." 10:39 PM
Saturday, November 6, 2010 I've always wondering~ I keep doing things for people's happiness, Why people don't do things for my happiness? 3:54 PM
Finally, I'm updating. I'm seriously bored to death now. It's random but I really want to be in love. hee~ I really want it to happen. A good and worth one. I want to prove to everyone that a girl like me afford to be in a beautiful relationship and be happy. Honestly, I'm jealous of my two bestfriends. Jealousy much. So how? MInho? Thankfully, I've been able to control myself but there still fondness in me. LOL right? I told ya that I'm bored right now.
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Monday, November 1, 2010 Why am I feeling so emotional today. With my running nose and teary eyes. Those lonely feeling came back after a long hiatus. Hey 'lonely feeling' aren't you tired harassing me? You made me cry and realized. Isn't that enough?
I just realized that I'm a simple girl who love living in her own world and fantasies. Laughing while her eyes are locked to the lappy screen. Listen to songs that expresses her feelings and sometimes smile all day long. But why humans are trying to destroy her without them knowing? She's harmless. I swear. She's not that strong as she used to be. She softened down a lot. Please people take care of her. She is fragile. She don't ask for big things, all she wants was beautiful memories, to fill her memory lane.
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