Chatted with MUMMY at FB just now.. I pity her. She is the strongest woman I've evr known. She faces alot of problems. One after another. WHy people who she loves dearly have to make her life miserable? If you don't want her, I'll take her!
So I plan to go out with her and tell her " I know you are stress. lets go shopping and forget all the troubles. Let's have fun!"
She was so happy that I want to bring her shopping.
Then I told mama about it. She is not happy about it. I know that there is a ceremony in the evening but I can't I just go out? I do a good deed or wrong, it will always be wrong in her eyes.
Why you always fight with me mama? Am I not a good daughter to you? I just wanna make people happy because I know how it feels like when there is no one by your side when there's trouble. I don't know what you want..Mama, please soften your heart and accept things the way they are. Think about others' feelings.
Writting with tears pouring down my cheeks.
