I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours.
Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else.
Always think of what you have then what you don't have.
Beautifully Imperfect
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 Ok this is what I did yesterday to overcome my broken heart.
In The bus I listen to hardcore songs. His images are playing in my mind. I can't stop it! It stays there and I connot remove it away!
I went home and straight go to my room. I took off my hijab and take my earpiece and lay down on my bed. I listen to RUNAWAY by BRUNO MARS. I forced myself to cry because I don't to keep everything in. I don't want to suffer because of this shit!
After a while, my lil bro(2 yrs old) knocked on my door and I open it. He wanted to play with me. Playing with him makes my trouble disappear. Really. His innocently cute face makes me feel happy.
After breaking fast, I ate two tubs of Ben and Jerry's ice cream. It really cool me down. Chocolate, sweet cakes and ice cream are my comfort food. Anything sweet I will gobble up. After that I feel fine but I don't know how I will react if i see him again. 11:57 AM
Monday, June 28, 2010 Seriously!!!!! COme on! I'm a little too late AGAIN!!!!!! He has a girlfriend! In my situation its is normal.Coz for the past years all my admire all,yes all! has a girlfriend!!!!!!! But I don't expect he has a girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!! Each of my sentences ended with an exclamation mark!!!!
I even solat hajat for him !!!!!!!!!!! Why don't I get a damn chance!!!!! I seriously need it!!!!! UUUUURRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! 9:38 AM
Sunday, June 27, 2010 LOTD I came up with this look. My outfit was thiscolourandblackwith a lil bit ofgoldlining. I was going to a wedding.
I wanted to try the MAYBELLINE SHADOW PENCIL. So this is the look.(p.s. I was in a hurry so I just use a warm colour to back the shadow pencil up)
The SHADOW PENCIL really came out pretty well. I'm impress with the product! It was a warm/neutral look with a bright liner to bring it more interesting than normal/dull. The contrast is good!
One thing about this product is that it is super duper smooth during application. Its creamy not dry. It is also pigmented. I bought this pencil shadow at the same store/time/date with the KOHL MINERAL POWDER LINER (the one on my previous post). This was going at 3 for $10.
One thing that I don't like about this product is that it is a lil bit hard to remove. I use water-proof makeup remover to remove it. But still there are some on my lid. Not much but just a lil.
However, I still like this product. Its freking pigmented and creamy!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 Those feelings came back and hunt me down again!
I tried to cry my heart out as i usually do. But my tears dried up. I don't know what to do! I want to be in love. A warm and gentle man companion by my side. Wouldn't it be perfect? I have this feelings that plus size girls have not much choice. Why? Don't we deserve the same happiness like others get.
[I know I just have conversation with you for just a moment. It's kinda sudden but not for me. I've been noticing you since then. I hope you are the one for me. I really hope so. I beg you to see me with your open heart.] 10:59 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2010 If you notice something, I have been not updating about my beauty tips. Schedule have been tight not because of school.I need to spend more time with family. My attention has also begin to move to Inayah. I really wanted to focus on them more. One more thing, I've been working really hard to scrimp and save. I'm not working but finance is tight lately and need to save. That is why I have not done any shopping lately. Lush is on top of my list and that is the reason why I need to save!
I'm donating a $100 dollars to Inayah for Hardi's education. He is now 23 years old and he's an orphan. I'm really close to him. Some people mistook us like as if we have something going on. We are best buds!!! Come on! He is not schooling at the moment 'cause they have no money to enroll him at their local universities. Sad right? He really into COmputers and IT stuff and he's really good at it! He really wanted to study sOOOOOO Much!So My family and I, much as everyone else are trying our best to collect funds so that hardi can go to school. He's the only one in Inayah who is not schooling. So trying our best so that he can go to school!
May Allah let us find funds for him to go to school!AMIN! 11:24 PM
Thursday, June 17, 2010 Hey guys.
this is just a little update. I was wondering whether I hould put up a birthday haul. Yes, my birthday is on 13 june which is 5 days ago. But I haven't get all my presents yet. Anyways, I've been concentrating on Inayah right now. I feel so in love with them and I really feel that I need to be closer to them. I really them to the core. Even I'm physically here in Singapore, But my heart is at Tanjung Pinang! haha! I celebrated my birthday with them and it was sooooo much fun!!! I guess this is the most memorable birthday I had in my life! Celebrating it with the orphans are much significant to me! So yeah! I'll try to update more things. 10:13 AM
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 REVIEW Loreal Kohl Minerals Powder EyeLiner
Well, I've bought this powder eye liner early this year. Loreal was having sales at expo. I pick this up coz is a new stuff that i have not tried.
I've just started to use lately and I don't like it. But I will still use it for other purposes. The lady at the counter said that it is smudgeproof. Well, I tried it, it smudge all over my eyes and leave a stain on my skin. And it makes a mess whenever I use it. However, I like the fact that it is pigmented and easy to use.
This is what I think of the product.Doesn't mean that it won't work for me is not going to work you too.Or vice versa. This is just my oppinion.
88 warm pallette look. Hey guys, my cousin,Firah, is sleeping over my house. So we are bored and decided to do make over for herself. I wanted to try the warm pallette that I've just bought about a couple of weeks ago.The inspiration was Golden Grape.Like those greek's gold fruit bowl fill with grapes.So this is the look:
I find it to mature for her, 'cause she is 12. But if an adult were to wear this look I think its gonna be beautiful. Personally, I really love this look and I'm gonna totally wear it during special occassions!
Tuesday, June 1, 2010 COTTON ON HAUL! This is over 2 trips to cotton on. Well, now is the period of Big Singapore Sale. It means that all shops in Singapore are having discounted sales. I guess. Cool huh! So I went to cotton on to get on to the good sales. So thid is what I've bought: This long Shirt originally cost $10, but i get it at $5. I relly into long shirt, It really gives me this curve and shape. I really need it due to my oversized body.
This bright orange dress that I've bought it for my sister, Originally it costed at $24.95 but after discount, I got it for just $10.
If I buy anything at Cotton on, I will get this shawl at $5. not $10 for now. Its optional whether you want to get it or not.
Well, I bought this bracelet for $4.95 and get this black at $10 and the white one for free. If you don't buy any items, it will cost 2 for $20. Clever huh!.
Tanjung Pinang Haul! I just came back form Tanjung Pinang to visit the KIDS. My main purpose was to have fun with them since its is also a birthday celebration. However, I was forced to buy some things for myself 'cause my sister bought things for herself and my mum don't want me to feel left out kinda thing. I really don't have anything in mind. T.P is not a place to shop. It is the poor country. So in shooping sense its really not my place. But for charity wise, It is an absolutely a big YES!
So these are the things that I've bought at very cheap prices;
These are 3 metal flower rings. There is 1 more the very bright blue.
I've bought this cute wallet it has elmo and cookie monster on it.
This is the front view.
This is the back view. One thing I like about this wallet is that, It has a lot of compartments.
This is a LV cosmetic bag. I only have small ones but I really need a big one . In case you are wondering, it is a fake LV.
Basically, I don't really buy alot of things for myself. T.P is a place where you can find a big varieties of tidbits. I love their traditional food. So T.P is a food heaven! haha!
So this is the look:
