I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours.
Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else.
Always think of what you have then what you don't have.
Beautifully Imperfect
Thursday, April 22, 2010
I wonder why.. when i have feelings for them, they are always taken.. I wonder, am i that slow?? Somebody..Please tell me..
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010 I don't feel good.. theres anger in me.. thers misery in me... theres suffering in me.. theres loneliness in me.. theres sadness in me.. theres jealousy in me.. theres disapointment in me..
That thing on my head everyday makes me feel tied down..I know i shudent feel that way.. but i need to say it..not out loud. too many restrictions and too little options.... when i ask zalikha and daus and atikah wat is my talent? and they say dunno.. it means that my singing is HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Somehow i feel pain prickling.. I can't join hip hop dance, replug and juz name it!!!!!
I admit i want to have a boyfriend. Someone i can cling on..spare me the lectures. yes i know now its not the time yet... i feel so lonely even i have my family and friends by my side... Why can't anybody see me with their heart? I'm fugly and fat.But i have a heart.i'm still human.i have feelings!! I'm jealous....can't help it..
whats wrong with me.. i've been missing my prayers... its so difficult to find an isolated place to do my prayers.... i feel horrible!!!Can't do my duty as a Muslim.. I'm sorry.......... 8:10 PM
Monday, April 5, 2010 Ain don't understand..Why there are so many obstacles she has to overcome to achieve something simple??? Excusses and Reasons..Too much of it.! Why other person don't get excusses and reasons like she gets? Is she too boring or don't fit into other people's social life.. She too have a life that she want to explore and sink deep in.. Stop being a bootlicker! FAGOT! 10:40 PM
Sunday, April 4, 2010 Ain... its alright.. let it go..juz breathe and accept that u are not tat impt.. there is no need for jealousy and feeling left out.. juz let them have their way like they always do.. your oppinion is not tat important anyways..! juz go with the flow.. ALRIGHT..?? well,now... 4:52 PM
