I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours.
Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else.
Always think of what you have then what you don't have.
Beautifully Imperfect
Thursday, May 20, 2010 Hey peeps. I have a crazy day today. Firstlt, I've received the 88 warm pallette that I've ordered last week.(YAY!) I will update the pic soon. Then, Something that was uncalled for happens. It started with my pm.(personal message on msn). [Hint:Boomz!] Jam was the one who started the convo and drags on. He was advising me about him and telling me how good he is. What Jam said have not crossed my mind before. Not that I don't want to accept him but I just want to make myself stable first. Study must come first right.
However, it seems that no one has know about this except for Jam of course. When it comes to relationship, it really does give me this 'fear' feeling. I don't know. I'm afraid of getting reject again after all I've gone through. Its not that I have feelings for him, Its just that I'm confuse. There is something about him that give me an impact. I'm just not good enough for him. Trust me.
Once I said to Bestie that there will be couples in Gamelan. Is that going to be me and him?? I just have no idea what am I going to do if it really happens. Bestie also encourage me to go after him. Her reason was he is a good and nice guy. Urgh! EVALUATION,CONSIDERATION AND CRITERIA! 9:03 PM
