The name is Ain. A Full time daughter, bestfriend and DREAMER. A simple girl with Big Dreams.

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I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours. Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else. Always think of what you have then what you don't have.


Beautifully Imperfect
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I don't feel good..
theres anger in me..
thers misery in me...
theres suffering in me..
theres loneliness in me..
theres sadness in me..
theres jealousy in me..
theres disapointment in me..

That thing on my head everyday makes me feel tied down..I know i shudent feel that way..
but i need to say it..not out loud.
too many restrictions and too little options....
when i ask zalikha and daus and atikah wat is my talent? and they say dunno..
it means that my singing is HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Somehow i feel pain prickling..
I can't join hip hop dance, replug and juz name it!!!!!

I admit i want to have a boyfriend.
Someone i can cling on..spare me the lectures.
yes i know now its not the time yet...
i feel so lonely even i have my family and friends by my side...
Why can't anybody see me with their heart?
I'm fugly and fat.But i have a heart.i'm still human.i have feelings!!
I'm jealous....can't help it..


whats wrong with me..
i've been missing my prayers...
its so difficult to find an isolated place to do my prayers....
i feel horrible!!!Can't do my duty as a Muslim..
I'm sorry..........

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