I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours.
Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else.
Always think of what you have then what you don't have.
Beautifully Imperfect
Friday, January 22, 2010
Bestie accompany me for interview. I was so nervous and scared if anything goes wrong. Fortunately, everything went well. My interviewer was Mark D'Oliviera. He is soo cool and we talked informally. He is the Program Chair (Diploma in New Media). Hopefully he will accept me as a student in RP.
Today, also, I discovered a expected and shocking News! Ok. I'm tempted to say what it is but I can't. I have to honour my words. A Promise is a Promise.
Thursday, January 21, 2010 Now, I'm not jobless! I've got a job. Well,its somewhere in Singapore. The job is very flexible. Ok, just now Republic Poly called me. Thay tell me that i have an interview with them for the course that i want. I'm greatful to Allah for giving me this chance! If I get a place in Republic Poly, I will not waste the chance and study properly and will not neglect my studies. I know i have said it alot of times but this really come from the bottom of my heart. I really want this! Now I have alot to prepare, My portfolio and my interview speech.
Monday, January 18, 2010 World Of Lies And Criticsims. Recently, I'm addicted to Mtv's 16 and Pregnant and Teen moms(continues of 16 and pregnant). These shows are really eye opener for me. Furthermore, all teen mom get pregnant at 16 and did all have to skip school for a year or so to give birth.
I'm very touched by Catelynn and Tyler's story. They were brought in a poor condition family. Both of their parents smoke and rowdy. Tyler's dad has been in and out of jail. In order to give their child a best future, they decided to choose open adoption.You should watch the story. Many people hate them and even critisize them for giving their kid away without putting themselves at C and T position. I strongly support Catelyn and Tyler. It is the best for Carly. You go guys!
Just a moment a go i came across Xiao zhu(show luo) videos. He is such a filial son. He cry his ass off when his sick mum make a surprise appearance during his concert. In addition,if you have came across this news, he was framed by a magazine company and a few girls that make false reports about him. While explaining his innocence, he cried and I know that is for real. What worse is that his mom was affected by this net scandal. He cried over the phone while talking to his mom.His mum ask " What is happening,son?" He replied repeatedly "I don't know ma."
If a guy cry it means that this thing must really hurt him deep inside.He work so hard and a few pages of lies and negative things about him can ruin all the credit that he's been working hard for.
I wish that my love one will have this qualities. Filial,treat his mum preciously and hardworking. Xiao zhu, hope you have the strength to push away all the negative diseases and i will support you! 6:49 PM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
This season is the time for happiness and cheer, But look through my eyes and you see tears, The words that i speak are never to be heard, And all i want from them is thier promising word, No one ever listens to a word i say.
All I need is for someone to point me into the traveling way.
Having no one to talk to makes the anger build within, So i think hard and loud knowing I need to raise my chin.
I fight with myself all the time, Wanting to do something but knowing its a crime, I just want all this anger within me to just come out, I have this huge urge just to shout.
I just want to release the real me from being hidden within, Sometimes I think all the things i do are a sin, Please help release the me hidden within.
4:58 PM
Monday, January 11, 2010 NUMB RIGHT NOW ITS TIME FOR REALITY CHECK! THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER WITH WORK,SHAWN AND STUDIES BUT FATE SNATCH IT AWAY FROM ME.MY SERVICE WAS TERMINATED AND MY RESULT IS SUCKING LIKE THE WORLD IS DESTROY.FORGET ABOUT MY ENGLISH.IT SUCK ANYWAY.GUESS WAT?! I GT 28 POINTS.YAY!PFFT!THE COURSES THAT WERE OFFERED TO ME WERE THE ite COUERSES.I JUST WANT TO GO TO POLY.!I DID WHATEVER I CAN TO SCORE WELL.DAY AND NIGHT I STUDIED.PRAY BEFORE ENTERING THE EXAM HALL.NEVER SKIP MY PRAYERS.BUT STILL THE RESULT IS WAY OPPOSITE I EXPECTED!\
MAMA AND AYAH SORRY.IT SEEMS THAT I ALWAYS BRING YOU DISAPOINTMENT.I CAN NEVER GIVE YOU HAPPINESS AND PROUD.ME, MYSELF HAVE YET FEEL A TOUCH OF REAL HAPPINESS.SORRY MAMA AND AYAH.ONLY ADIK CAN MAKE YOU PROUD. SORRY....
