The name is Ain. A Full time daughter, bestfriend and DREAMER. A simple girl with Big Dreams.

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I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours. Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else. Always think of what you have then what you don't have.


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Friday, November 20, 2009





Mass Dance?????OH GOD....!

1:32 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009
Hey people.
I gather alot of courage to write this.I know that i have not been updating lately.Alot of things happened to me.My life has been a rollercoaster ride.i'm bored at home waiting for job calls.I applied work at ICA.Till now,no news at all.i guess i'll be working alone.Everyone has gone to search for other jobs.I felt lonely right now.I guess i'm the one who is trying to hide and avoid my friends.Well,right now,i feel sucked!
Recently my dad told me that he got the approval for the job at Australia.Its a good news for me that we get to migrate there..But the sad news is that,he turn it down.Reason is H1N1.I was pissed with him that moment.That thing can be overcome by taking vaccine.Well,he did not even discuss with us the before making decision.Now my hopes of getting a new life and forget all the bad memories here have been CRUSHED!!!!!!!In the first place why he even applied for that at all!?!It really pissed me off.
It took me days to stand again and realise that all my hopes has fade away.If only he could take back that job application and i could see my future there.Well,right now,i felt better and life must go on.
Now the only thing in mind is PROM.

10:18 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009










hey guys.i'm back.




last two days my mum and i bake biscuits.actually our intention is to give the kids back at the orphanage to it.but there is enough so we decided to try out new recipes on our own and it turn out to be good!




Well,right now i'm in a bad mood.all digital gadgets are crashing down on me!!!!




my cellphone is not working anymore.i tryied to charge it thru comp but it didn't work.i have not on my phone for the last three days.(sorry guys,i did not repond to your texts and calls).




maybe we call it a day..

7:37 AM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

HEY GUYS!!!!!!!!

I'm back!


It seems that my blog is half dead.ok anyway,i have not finish my exam,yet.still have one more paper to go.

during the period when i'm away,alot of stuff happen to me lately.well,i had a crush on this guy.he's one year younger than me.but if he walk right beside me,he look like 18.he so hunk and tall.he always with his adidas sholder bag.you know the one athletes always carry around during their match.yep.He sooo Friendly and not like any guys.he just smile and wvw at anybody.Well,i used to hate him to the core.anywhere i saw him,i will always talk negative things about him.but table started to turn.

you might not know when love start to struck.i actually don't want to go there at the moment coz of my exams.my exams are important than him.after asking people for opinion,i decided not to confess.you know when you confess,you felt relieved.like all your misery has gone away.i also don't want to regret one day.but what to do.circumstances stop me.i do really want to feel what its like to be in a relationship.but its my fate.this is the 3rd time,i kept my crush as a secret.i do not dare to tell my parents,especially my dad.he soooo not open about this topic.it's hard.her daughter is growing.obviously,this will come along.i love to tell them,but dreadful lecture will i get.


well,lets move to my exams.


English-it was manageable.only hard to figure out what format need to use

Maths paper 1- its easy.manage to do all.i don't expect to be this basic

Maths paper 2- its a killer.manage to do all but very confident about first 3 pages.

ss-Venice did not come out.so SEQ was a dead end for me.

History- SEQ was easy.Russia and Germany came out.I did Germany.

Chem- was manageable

Physics-abit hard.but still manage to do all.

Art- YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!! Finish at last!haha


thats it.update again soon!!!

it just pisses him off whenever i talk about this topic.


11:37 AM

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