I love to snack. Yeah, that explains my size. I have a sweet tooth, sweeter than yours.
Love yourself before you take the milestone in Committing to somebody else.
Always think of what you have then what you don't have.
Beautifully Imperfect
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
hey guys..sorry...i have to stop updating for a while.i've started working at ICA on 30th november.
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Friday, November 20, 2009 Mass Dance?????OH GOD....! 1:32 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009 Hey people. I gather alot of courage to write this.I know that i have not been updating lately.Alot of things happened to me.My life has been a rollercoaster ride.i'm bored at home waiting for job calls.I applied work at ICA.Till now,no news at all.i guess i'll be working alone.Everyone has gone to search for other jobs.I felt lonely right now.I guess i'm the one who is trying to hide and avoid my friends.Well,right now,i feel sucked! Recently my dad told me that he got the approval for the job at Australia.Its a good news for me that we get to migrate there..But the sad news is that,he turn it down.Reason is H1N1.I was pissed with him that moment.That thing can be overcome by taking vaccine.Well,he did not even discuss with us the before making decision.Now my hopes of getting a new life and forget all the bad memories here have been CRUSHED!!!!!!!In the first place why he even applied for that at all!?!It really pissed me off. It took me days to stand again and realise that all my hopes has fade away.If only he could take back that job application and i could see my future there.Well,right now,i felt better and life must go on. Now the only thing in mind is PROM. 10:18 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
hey guys.i'm back.
last two days my mum and i bake biscuits.actually our intention is to give the kids back at the orphanage to it.but there is enough so we decided to try out new recipes on our own and it turn out to be good!
Well,right now i'm in a bad mood.all digital gadgets are crashing down on me!!!!
my cellphone is not working anymore.i tryied to charge it thru comp but it didn't work.i have not on my phone for the last three days.(sorry guys,i did not repond to your texts and calls).
It seems that my blog is half dead.ok anyway,i have not finish my exam,yet.still have one more paper to go.
during the period when i'm away,alot of stuff happen to me lately.well,i had a crush on this guy.he's one year younger than me.but if he walk right beside me,he look like 18.he so hunk and tall.he always with his adidas sholder bag.you know the one athletes always carry around during their match.yep.He sooo Friendly and not like any guys.he just smile and wvw at anybody.Well,i used to hate him to the core.anywhere i saw him,i will always talk negative things about him.but table started to turn.
you might not know when love start to struck.i actually don't want to go there at the moment coz of my exams.my exams are important than him.after asking people for opinion,i decided not to confess.you know when you confess,you felt relieved.like all your misery has gone away.i also don't want to regret one day.but what to do.circumstances stop me.i do really want to feel what its like to be in a relationship.but its my fate.this is the 3rd time,i kept my crush as a secret.i do not dare to tell my parents,especially my dad.he soooo not open about this topic.it's hard.her daughter is growing.obviously,this will come along.i love to tell them,but dreadful lecture will i get.
well,lets move to my exams.
English-it was manageable.only hard to figure out what format need to use
Maths paper 1- its easy.manage to do all.i don't expect to be this basic
Maths paper 2- its a killer.manage to do all but very confident about first 3 pages.
ss-Venice did not come out.so SEQ was a dead end for me.
History- SEQ was easy.Russia and Germany came out.I did Germany.
Chem- was manageable
Physics-abit hard.but still manage to do all.
Art- YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!! Finish at last!haha
thats it.update again soon!!!
it just pisses him off whenever i talk about this topic.
Sunday, August 23, 2009 HIATUS!! hEY GUYS. I'M GONNA HAVE MY STUDY BREAK SOON.nEXT 2 WEEKS IS MY PRELIM.SO I'M GONNA TAKE A BREAK AND CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES.SO I'M GONNA UPDATE ONCE I'VE FINISH MY EXAMS,ALRIGHT.
sHOUT OUT TO MY HONKIE FRIEND, dON TSANG. hEY hAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!i HOPE I COULD SEND YOU A PRESENT.BUT U LIVED AT HONG KONG.HAHA JUST TOO BAD.WISH YOU HAVE A GREAT FUTURE AHEAD.WHENEVER THERE'S A CHANCE,I'LL MEET YOU AGAIN,SOON. hAPPY bIRTHDAY! love,Ain
Today school was ok/funny/bored. After chemistry we have PE.So from Lab we went to the fieldto meet Ms Seng.I handed over my PE mc.Then I said,"Erm, I know That i Have a week Mc,But I still want to do Pe.Can I?"Ms seng said ok.Then,she scolded those who never wear PE attire.Gerald and Tony wore Half Pe attire.We went to the centre of the field to play soccer then Tony take off his long pants infront of us.We were like laughing.He wore a casual three quarter pants inside.I was like,"is that even acceptable??"ok i was mean.After soccer we played Frisbee.Gerald take off his long pants and indeed he was wearing shorts.Then Gerald ran and jump to catch the frisbee which he failed to.Then he sit and stand and ran towards the end of the field to get his long pants while clutching the back of his shorts and shouted"Ms Seng my shorts strip!!!!!"it was just too funny that we have to stop the game and laugh.Ms seng also laugh!It still make me laugh now.it is tear not strip!!HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
Thursday, July 30, 2009 Today is my first day of school for this week. I had been sick for the last 4 days.Fever has been gone up and down.Flu and sorethroat.So did my Sis,except that she doesn't have fever.i missed alot of lessons,tests and even my oral prelim.urgh..That sucked! Within this three days,i never waste my time like that.I started to do my fashion design for my portfolio.It'll come in handy in future.i hope i can make it to London Fashion school and study there to achieve my dream; to become a one of the top fashion designer.That can make me money to spend for my younger siblings school and also achive ayah's dream to migrate.Not forgeting to help the poor and let them realises their dreams.Amin. 4:46 PM
Monday, July 20, 2009 Honzo's parents Auntie Helena and Uncle Jan
His sister and their dog,Veru and Bella.
Honzo himself and niece and nephew.
well, Honzo also known as Jan junior, was my and atikah's friend.He used to be atikah's neighbour. Honzo is always with his chubby cheeks and mushroom-hair haha.He lived in Singapore for a while and then moved back to his country.His dad was Home United player.Honzo,now is a soccer player too.Miss his Mushroom-head!!Thanks Atikah for the pics.Keep in touch,Honzo!
